outofmymind: music notes bubbling up from a top hat (music)
I know, I know. I cannot move away from JRock. on the other hand, why would I? since I started listening at an age around 13 I haven't stopped. the bands I listen to most might change, the style might change slightly, the musicians might get older, but the passion is still there. since I have been doing it for so long, this music is connected to every part of me, of my life. most of my memories, good and bad, are intertwined with one piece or another.
I could tell you about the weeks/ months when I felt so unsure and nervous about new parts of my life and the album I put in my cd-player. the album that played every night through the night, lulling me to sleep and making me cry and also wrapping me in a cocoon of goodness.
I could tell you about walking home from school to certain songs. or hiding at home under headphones, trying to shut of the rest of the world.

I could talk about many things, and some day I might. but today, we are with a song that touched something in me the first time I heard it, and every time since. the piano version is bitter sweet and was a long established piece in my regular old music rotation (when, granted, my collection was not as big). anyroads, there is this live version of both Gackt on piano and Kami on drums. and it just adds drama and emotion. there was a time I listened to it for hours on end. like this morning. alright, enough talk, back to goth-y nostalgia.
Malice Mizer - Regret (Kami and Gackt Duett)

R.I.P. Kami

update: and what did my trusty player give me all the way home? the forementioned album. made me slightly melancholy but also happy.

outofmymind: music notes bubbling up from a top hat (music)
I have this rolling in the background. has me swaying along and just havin' a good time at work. makes all boring discussions bearable ^^
Miyavi - 7 Samurai Sessions

outofmymind: music notes bubbling up from a top hat (music)
once more, something going round and round in my head. replay. replay..
Miyavi - Survive (from Miyavi 30th B-Day Live From Tokyo 2 the World 14/09/2011)

outofmymind: cover of luna sea with band and logo in fade (luna sea)
day two of me listening to this song up and down.
thank you sugizo, for giving me something beautiful to obsess about. \^^/
impressions )
outofmymind: music notes bubbling up from a top hat (music)
first song my player gave me today.
hide - hurry go round
outofmymind: cover of luna sea with band and logo in fade (luna sea)
and sometimes just moves slowly. good music can fill in some bleak spaces.
Luna Sea - Time Is Dead (20 yr anniversary tour - kurofuku gentei)

edit: the whole concert is messing with me on the one hand and calming me on the other. it's like I am here and taking information in, but I am also flying in fan-lands diembodied....
outofmymind: music notes bubbling up from a top hat (music)
I met my bunch of crazies again yesterday. wonderful evening, I needed that.
now I cannot decide which is the song. I feel as torn and mental as I maybe seemed last night.

choices )
edit: this is only version 7 or so of this post.. cuts and youtube embedding are not my friends..
outofmymind: parker, the crazy chick. (Default)
okay, what to do with boring tasks? normal people know, put some music on and it will be easier.