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how do I do this to myself over and over again?
it's not like I didn't already listen to and watch hours and hours of podcasts and streams and stuff today.. no, I have to go out and watch TotalBiscuit play Hearthstone. and sort of learn some things about the mechanics of this game.. and considering playing it.
note: and playing it for three or so hours .. damn me! damn addiction-hugging-personality!