urgh

I freakin dislike myself for being so drifting, undecided, unsure and insecure in this world. 
I don't know, okay. I don't know what to do, what could be good or bad. not right. I know some things that are bad for me, which is bad because they are not for most other people. and no, conforming is not that easy. not now, maybe not ever.
so, what am I doing then? decisions need to be made. somehow.

song of the day - no one

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Band of Horses - No One's Gonna Love You, Rockpalast Kulturkirche Köln 2010       this version is just getting to me every time. 
( emotional )