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[outofmymind]

the feeling of a sword of Damocles hanging over me just gets more intense. the moment of it falling is undeniably coming closer. I don't know if I can dodge it or even should. I spend the last days practically paralysed, unsure what to do, unable to act. staring at stuff neither hearing nor seing anything really. messing my life up even more than I feel it is.
now I am getting restless. next phase *hurray rabbit hole* what now? running in circles still not knowing what to do? waiting for the panic attack and run in circles gasping and crying. can hardly wait..

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[sevilemar]

Alright, that's it. I'm on my way over. Stay where you are, don't do anything. I'm coming over and you will open the door. Don't do anything else, just stay there and open the door for me, alright?

[outofmymind]

alright